Midwxst, brakence - okay

[00:00.50] I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic) [00:03.67] And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess [00:06.65] And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed [00:10.03] I never seem to pass my tests [00:12.00] Had to say "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [00:15.95] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day [00:19.21] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [00:22.17] Escape from, my reality, I might run away [00:25.91] Close the door and no, I'm never gonna open it up [00:29.06] If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a fuck [00:32.28] I know I'll never be anything, I'll never be enough [00:35.59] It's hard to process all these thoughts [00:36.97] It's hard to come up with stuff [00:38.80] To say to people that ask me if I'm okay [00:41.83] 'Cause I know that I'm not, I never was in any damn way [00:45.01] But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed [00:48.11] You stab me in the back and left me there, in the sheet I lay [00:51.68] Walk inside a party, they said that I'm bad news [00:54.60] You always judgin' but don't know what I've been through [00:57.65] Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you [01:00.85] You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you [01:04.06] You know you're in the wrong, but never wanna say it [01:07.56] You wanna take my trust? you broke it and betrayed it [01:10.58] All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replayin' [01:13.72] And you're the puppeteer, I know you won't portray it [01:16.03] Had to say "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [01:19.93] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day [01:23.08] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [01:26.33] Escape from, my reality, I might run away [01:29.50] "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [01:32.72] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day [01:35.83] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [01:39.08] Escape from, my reality, I might run away [01:42.47] (Bloomtodeath) [01:44.05] Man comin' up is so exhaustin' [01:46.49] I keep fuckin' up, but now everybody's watchin' [01:49.93] Watchin', like was it worth of what it cost me? [01:52.67] Block me, baby, I like it barbie [01:54.06] Now you givin' up on the pride that I got left of me [01:56.95] I understate it 'cause you pry so incessantly [02:00.13] My crush is straight, always go cry to him desperately [02:03.35] Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy [02:06.34] But maybe I better be [02:07.80] I'm so done treatin' death like a secret [02:10.97] Starin' me down, killin' every belief [02:13.97] Livin' a short life, just gettin' ready to pass away [02:17.81] I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say [02:20.58] "Fuck you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [02:23.95] Prayin' that I don't have to see another day [02:27.11] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [02:30.23] Escape from, my reality, I might run away [02:33.50]